Life is too short

LSS: Cold Summer Nights- Nina

Wake

My Tito died last January 29 because of Cardiac Arrest (just like my dad’s). Too young for a 43 year old doctor without any history of chest pains. The only thing is that, he has a sedentary lifestyle.

Last sem break I spent my whole week there. I remember his words before I went home here in Bataan. (1) He told me that he has lots of plans for me after I graduate college. Since he runs 3 clinics, he told me that I could be his nurse!! (I was excited because, imagine…work with pay right after I graduate!!?) (2) Also he told me to come back this upcoming summer vacation because He’ll teach me how to circumcise and insert IVs!

I was devastated after mama told me what happened. I never thought he’ll die that early. But everything has a purpose. and God only knows the reason why.

my Tita gave his lab gown to me.

I went to Cavite last Monday- Wednesday (2 absents= 6 make up duties!!) yes 6!. And went back here in Bataan to take exams. I wasn’t able to go to his burial.

card games with my cousins!! Look at me. Lost once! haha.

Though it was sad, we made sure everyone’s going to smile!! So my cousins and I played a lot during the night.

The next day, together with my 2 cousins and sister, we went to the NAIA to fetch our Tito and “future cousin!” (my cousin’s fiancee) lulz.

My sister and my "genuis" cousin. yes!! -I AM PROUDEE!

no make-up! DULL face

and oh please.. look what I did!

Boyfriend's Jeans!!!

And my loves! I wasn’t here. Went back home for our final exams!

My Family.. madami pang kulang jan! (click!!)

Hameah! <3 my yougest cousin.. Tito's daughter!

Indeed, life’s to short. so we have to make the most out of it!. Good night everyone =)

p.s. I’m happy today! at least.. Finally had the guts to respond to his sorry.

3 Comments February 8, 2010

Future Actress!

Just posted about my dreams, maybe’s and what if’s. I have a lot on my list 2 days ago! but yesterday I realized that I wanna be something like an actress! LOL NO!! just kidding. haha!

It feels great when you know people you respect trust you. Yesterday I went to school for our “short film” orientation.  And guess what? I’ll be playing the main role. It’s kinda weird but fun ‘coz I’ll be playing as a Schitzoprenia patient. Yes! a psychotic patient.

Script (0_0)

studying the character!

After an exhausting day. Orientation, Case Study preparation and a fuckin day because something “you won’t be interested if i tell” happened. It was such a big drama and I can’t get over it until now. We went to my friend’s place to take off stress! and to celebrate @iamlhet’s birthday!

at Arjay's kubo. especially made for our sessions! haha!

but I was happy because,  I was with my crush!!!!!!! <3 long-time crush. haha!  we we’re again, drunk! my tactics went fine (evil laugh here!!) worth it!

I woke up today, thinking of the said issue above! I must admit I am guilty but that was just a way for me not to hurt myself further.  I fell for him before and had a hard time dealing with the “let’s try to be friends” part. I tried to get him out of my mind, I talk to him casually but I never thought it’ll be a start of major Jealousy!! damn. he’s so Immature! I CAN’T SAY SORRY!

11 Comments January 31, 2010